I'm tired of it.

I really wanna give up on it. I scared i carn bare to leave. My heart aches. I really dunno wad to do. I want it but it's giving me a serious problem. With it, I really dun feel well. Having it starts to be seen as a burden for me. I'm sick of it. I really hope i won't end it. Tat's all I gonna post. Depression once again. It fluctuates and it's draining me. Haiz... If God gonna gimme one more chance to consider whether i could have it, I'll think TWICE.