I'm tired of it.

I really wanna give up on it. I scared i carn bare to leave. My heart aches. I really dunno wad to do. I want it but it's giving me a serious problem. With it, I really dun feel well. Having it starts to be seen as a burden for me. I'm sick of it. I really hope i won't end it. Tat's all I gonna post. Depression once again. It fluctuates and it's draining me. Haiz... If God gonna gimme one more chance to consider whether i could have it, I'll think TWICE.

Sick&Unhappy day.

Went to see doctor in the afternoon and came back home straight. Had my lunch and took my medicine. Slept the whole evening. Woke up. Everything seems to change. She kinda like hiding something from me.. She's ALWAYS like this. Even if she's unhappy with me also dun wanna tell me... Does she really understand how i feel? I ADMIT that i'm not a good boyfriend. I'll try to be one. But i hope she can tell and share with me her unhappiness and anger. She seldom share her unhappiness with me when she's angry with me. I ADMIT that i'm not sensitive enough. But that's my weakness. I'll trying to be more sensitive and caring. I just wanna her be happy. All i need from her is just a natural smile. A smile that can carry away the unhappiness and worries in my mind. How i wish she would gimme a call or sms me when she read this post telling me how she feels. That's all i had to say. Lastly, I love u.


Always in my heart,
Dearest LuLu

BORED........

Life is so meaningless. With no target in mind, I'm just a zombie walking, studying, eating, etc. I'm so bored. My brain is dead and it's has been on before and after the investiture. Unable to pay attention in class, unable to understand what the lecturers said, unable to do anything i wanted. I'm just so dead.

Investiture yesterday was successful. Able to show off for once. Stood on the stage with pride. Applause for me and every single councilers no matter issit from cabinet or house.

After investiture what's next? Uncountable number of events ahead. All i need is your support. Gimme your support when i'm down. Take initiative to ask me if i'm alright being issit in school, outside or at home.

Parent-teachers meeting is the next event for me to prepare. Take it as a warm-up for more events ahead. After it will be a major event for the school. TALENTIME. Haiz... No matter what even if i'm gonna quit council, i'll contribute 100% to this two events. Let's walk on together shan't we? Nothing is Impossible. And CHANGE HAS COME TO JURONG JUNIOR COLLEGE!



To my dearest LuLu,
Always in my heart.

Confession

CONFESSION. Is that the way it is? Sometimes I really hope i can stayonline with you but due to some circumstances.... I really hope you can accept it.. I'm sorry that i carn stay online.. These few days no argument. Glad that the relationship is going on well.. Deardear... Would you want to stay by my side for the rest of my life and walk together hand in hand till we're 99.... Hahax! confession? LOL.. k la.. deardear, love you!



Dearest LuLu
Always have you in my heart